Paying it Forward

I've demonstrated this concept this week, to give back to individuals who have influenced or served me in someway, and it's really made me feel joyful. I've had a rough five months since the passing of my hero, my daddy. Being by his constant side these last four and a half years since I've moved back home has been a blessing, but also caused me the most heartache because I'm not use to having him not here. I miss serving him, listening to his voice, learning from his wisdom, following his example, laughing at his sense of humor, and meeting all his friends. Anyways, spring break was meant for me to clean out his home (our home we grew up in) and to do it alone was not a happy day for me. Flood of memories poured out and as I look back it's an impossible job right now and I'll have to continue it when mom comes back. But that night I heard a song that touched my spirit and healed my soul, and that was "When Someone Cares", in the song it says, "and with God nothing is impossible and you just need to take his hand..." Therefore, I must have God's help to heal me and do what I need to do to accomplish this test in my life. Thanks to all my dear friends who have listened and cried along with me. I will continue to try to focus my life to giving and serving others and to not wallow in my self pity. So Imua! Go Forward.